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The Outlet

by Brandon Newhouse

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1.
- Verse 1 - Sometimes I see the world for how fucked up it really is You can do good things for bad people and in return you get shit It's fucked up, isn't it? Some people should take their vitamins Cause everybody lookin' like zombies following everybody's orders up in this bitch Seems like nobody has some common sense, at least that's the way I see it I could have a million dollars and a good girl and still think that life is shit Depression is like a drug, it changes how you think and drowns your spirit Got these demons following me, telling me just to end it - Bridge - And she can get me high, when I'm feelin' low Fill my cup with purple, baby drink it slow And I can take you anywhere you wanna go Don't be afraid, don't be afraid - Hook - I said "Baby, don't you leave me, just take my hand so we can fly I'll take you to a special place where we won't ever have to cry When this place comes to an end we can watch the planets all align Looking down on all who fucked us over, we can watch them die But for now I say we should just disappear into the night And no, baby girl, this ain't no fucking suicide Believe me, pretty lady, I'm alright, I'm doing fine And if you don't wanna come I guess I'll say goodbye" - Verse 2 - Got some anaesthesia, a little bit of amnesia I'm not here right now so I'll call you back a bit later I'm feelin' so confined, just tryin' to stay alive I see a future full of nothing but motherfuckin' digital minds Wonder 'bout my purpose, hide behind the curtain I'm scared knowin' that nothing ahead is for fucking certain Wonder where I'll be, locked up or free These visions that I see just keep on haunting me - Bridge - And she can get me high, when I'm feelin' low Fill my cup with purple, baby drink it slow And I can take you anywhere you wanna go Don't be afraid, don't be afraid - Hook - I said "Baby, don't you leave me, just take my hand so we can fly I'll take you to a special place where we won't ever have to cry When this place comes to an end we can watch the planets all align Looking down on all who fucked us over, we can watch them die But for now I say we should just disappear into the night And no, baby girl, this ain't no fucking suicide Believe me, pretty lady, I'm alright, I'm doing fine And if you don't wanna come I guess I'll say goodbye"
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- Verse 1 - Fixed posture with proper prognosis These hypnosis words enter you like osmosis This the life I was diagnosed with If I die, who knows if my life would lie posted Spent my youth stargazing and car blazing I’m caucasian, but I peep a generation of kids Who caught facing life with regret Who keep a nine and a tech Cause they ain’t down to respect No one but family and friends Went from being bifocal to bi- coastal Couldn’t see the success til I felt the limelight of the city And realized this is where the big shots go Maybe one day I could perform at the Apollo But I kept my high low, instead of my eyes low And focused on the image of my world like a Picasso But I stayed hostile, one life is still the motto Don’t wanna live fast and die young, just drive slow - Hook - So this a song for the hazardous youth Who live a fucked up life and use their past as an excuse They get mad with it too, never ask for the truth Because you’re never gonna get it from this hazardous youth So this a song for the hazardous youth Who live a fucked up life and use their past as an excuse They get mad with it too, never ask for the truth Because you’re never gonna get it from this hazardous youth - Verse 2 - I feel like Al Pacino, when he got shot by Gina And got smacked like Tina, or Rihanna and Madonna Mama sita, my name is Shiftie the creature and I ain’t come to deceit ya Know you’re a receiver of elegant things Ah to hell with it, I see myself as nameless Who never knew what fame is, or what it’s like to make it And even though I work my ass off to impress I get depressed, and wonder what is it like to get checks For doing music, and what it feels like to get respect And stand in front of lots of fans and truly murder a set Me and the mic are like Serena and Venus A genius without his vision who passed before he seen this In other words the wise man’s a blind man And the con man’s the don, and the combat So rally the troops, and get the army ready I’m arming heavy, my arms are steady My clips are leady - Hook - So this a song for the hazardous youth Who live a fucked up life and use their past as an excuse They get mad with it too, never ask for the truth Because you’re never gonna get it from this hazardous youth So this a song for the hazardous youth Who live a fucked up life and use their past as an excuse They get mad with it too, never ask for the truth Because you’re never gonna get it from this hazardous youth - Hook - So this a song for the hazardous youth Who live a fucked up life and use their past as an excuse They get mad with it too, never ask for the truth Because you’re never gonna get it from this hazardous youth So this a song for the hazardous youth Who live a fucked up life and use their past as an excuse They get mad with it too, never ask for the truth Because you’re never gonna get it from this hazardous youth
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- Intro - Ladies an gentleman... Everybody please put your hands in the air Wave em' around like you just dont care, haha Umm... don't get too crazy now that ladies pregnant right there But please put your hands together For the amazing Bra- eh who am I kidding Welcome to the show - Verse 1 - Yo, yo, yo, uh, Imagination's running wild I've dreamed of doing this ever since I was a child Writing down the lyrics from my head here on this notepad Taking pics and send them to my friends, I call that Kodak It's too bad that I will probably never make it big I always spend countless weeks just tryna find a gig Some of you fucking rappers don't have a single clue If I ever make it big, I got one thing to ask of you - Hook - Clap for me, clap for me, I'm on the rise Bottom to the top like eyes for the morning sky Couldn't drop from this height even if I tried Elevated mindset is resting at immortal highs Even so, I'm tied to these warning signs Fighting vertigo as I guide through a war inside Clap for me, clap for me, motherfucker Haha, yeah, I'm on the rise - Verse 2 - One day, I wanna own a Lamborghini Cruise around town all day and smoke the best weed Smoke out my place until I can't see a damn thing That's the future for me, that's what I foresee And another thing, my girl should live like a queen I want her to be happy and to have no worries Even though we argue, my Mom should be happy Pay her back for all the long years that she raised me So everybody listening, just feel the vibe Put your lighters in the sky, light a blunt, and get high A year ago I never thought that I would follow my dream Still trying to be cooler than a tub of ice cream But I realize that I don't ever have to change Just wanna appeal to the kids so I make it in the game I may not have the look of all these others rappers But if I got the skill then why does that really matter? - Bridge 1 - I just wanna be a success I wanna live life good, no stress I don't wanna be depressed I wanna live life good, no stress So would ya? - Hook - Clap for me, clap for me, I'm on the rise Bottom to the top like eyes for the morning sky Couldn't drop from this height even if I tried Elevated mindset is resting at immortal highs Even so, I'm tied to these warning signs Fighting vertigo as I guide through a war inside Clap for me, clap for me, motherfucker Haha, yeah, I'm on the rise - Verse 3 - Where I'm from it's hard to make a name for yourself Especially when you can't get any sort of help A lot of you rappers have some sort of connection And I'm just showing this microphone some aggression And no I'm not jealous, I'm just a little pissed off Cause all I do is work while you make a quick buck You and your whole crew look like a bunch of asses Why don't you dudes just fucking go back to Kansas - Bridge 2 - Anyways, I just wanna get drunk and get high Have a good time, fine wine, fuck a price Anything you ever wanted I'd go out and buy Pay my rent for the whole entire year twice Drive around the world, see the big city lights Make strides and create a couple allies Sleeping all day and staying up all night Gonna keep doing that till the day I die - Verse 4 - Maybe one day that's the life I will live Been dreaming bout that ever since I was a kid Every hater tells me that I really don't belong But I don't give a damn so they can get fucked Fuck a 9 to 5, I already work everyday Cause when my pen hits the pad I'ma get paid As of right now that's just a fantasy I'm just in a state of plain ecstasy So now everybody knows the kid from the lac Used to treat me bad cause I was an outcast But now you all love me just because I can rap Not sure who to trust and that makes me kinda sad I don't know my direction so I think I need a map Cause I haven't changed much so what did I lack? Anyways, that's a wrap Once again, all I ask is for you to clap
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- Verse 1 - I'm just tryna be the predator and not the prey Ballin' out on these beats like it's 2K Wen't from playing Minecraft to rappin' all day I'm not really sure what I gotta do to get paid They say... that I will never relate Just because I don't a smoke a bag of weed everyday Or scream "fuck the police" while I'm drivin' down the street Or go to huge college parties just to get shitfaced But hey, this is what I do in my free time Tryna get better so I can live a great life I feel it comin' though, I'm about to take flight Your head nods to every single line that I rhyme *growl* Doin' this shit despite Everybody tellin' me that I'm way too fucking white But when I make it, you little faggots won't get a dime You just keep gettin' yours and I'ma keep gettin' mine - Hook - That's fine, that's fine Yeah, motherfuckers, haha That's fine, that's fine That's fine with me, bitch These bitches think they know me But they still hatin' on the kid And that's fine Yeah, that's fine - Verse 2 - It's the untamed animal with limited ammo Using anno technology I'm on a mission supplying limited amunition I'll put you into disposition I'll fuck that up in to this position of submission To every fucking word I'm spittin' It's never written, freestyle, meanwhile I'm back to the lab, bout to take a hit of the blunt Yeah I'm gettin' lit, chillin' with the clique You fuck around with them, you catch these elbows And rain sleet hell snow, your ass get lit And I be chillin', like a villain, call me Krilin Hit you with a destructo disk, and I fucked yo bitch Straight thai in the jungle with this And I walk around everyday knowing that I earned my stripes And I earned my rights, to live however the fuck I like I'm living lavish, some beats I'm savage, your shit just average I need a bad bitch, I haven't been the boss yet But you know the fucking kid still manage, and that's fine - Hook - That's fine, that's fine Yeah, motherfuckers, haha That's fine, that's fine That's fine with me, bitch These bitches think they know me But they still hatin' on the kid And that's fine Yeah, that's fine
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- Verse 1 - Me and my buds be hanging at the crib Got our girls here so we can all chill Got our cups out just waiting to be filled But in the meantime we're gonna smoke a spliff Hey, tonight's gonna be crazy Ain't nobody here is gonna get lazy Later on our visions gonna get hazy This is gonna be so fucking amazing Turn the music up so we can get our swag on Starting this shit late so we can go until dawn Bacardi in my cup and smoking weed from our bong When you party with us, you can't get drunk enough - Hook - Put your cups in the air Let's go smoke a square There's a party over here Come smoke weed and drink beer - Verse 2 - Gonna take a nap on the bathroom floor Wake up in a bit and go drink some more Then hopefully my girl will let me score If I could just open up the motherfucking door Damn, I can't even see straight But at the same time, man, I'm feeling pretty great "Damn dude, are you sure you're okay?" "Yeah man, don't worry, I'm straight" Yeah, I say that and then I puke up my guts Feeling like I just got kicked in the nuts My friends laugh and then they hand me my cup Look inside and it's filled with Vodka - Hook - Put your cups in the air Let's go smoke a square There's a party over here Come smoke weed and drink beer - Verse 3 - Shit, I can't handle this anymore I can't stand up, keep falling on the floor I think I'm blacking out, yeah, that I'm sure I just straight up called my girl a whore (huh?) I can feel the blood rushing to my head And all I wanna do is just fucking go to bed But this whole night is a competition I should really stop but I gotta beat my friends I gotta win this game so I take another shot Oh yeah motherfuckers, gonna give it all I got Which to be honest, dudes, I don't really have a lot Middle of December with the A/C on - Hook - Put your cups in the air Let's go smoke a square There's a party over here Come smoke weed and drink beer - Verse 4 - Man, I'm drunk and high at the same time Mixing Bacardi Torched Cherry with Sprite The world is spinning but I'll be alright This has just been one hell of a night We're feeling good, that's without a doubt Oh look at the time, the sun is coming out It's 6 in the morning and our musics still loud The pigs weren't called and I don't know how Wow, I guess it's time to sober up Reminisce on the night I had with my buds Look around and there's nothing but holes in the walls God damn, our rum and our weed is all gone - Hook - Put your cups in the air Let's go smoke a square There's a party over here Come smoke weed and drink beer (x3) - Outro - Put your cups in the air Put your cups in the air Put your cups in the air Come smoke weed and drink beer
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- Verse 1 - Ooo, look at you Mr. Tough Guy You had what money just couldn't ever buy How can you ever look at those crying eyes? Right in front of you while you're yelling goodbye Can't blame it on the alchohol man this time Cause for once, you were straight, thats a surprise You talk about always flying high in the sky But you're down and out, just waiting to die Well maybe you're right, I made a mistake I don't expect things to ever be the same again But I don't think anybody will ever know my pain Growing up hiding in my room every single day I'll never be like him, that's what I'd always say But obviously nowadays that just aint the case I've failed everyone and I lied straight to their face Let the blood flow straight out of my veins, it just goes - Hook - On and on On and on On and on On and on - Verse 2 - Oh, don't even try to blame it on me We're the same person, but why can't you see? I'm just that demon inside that'll unleash You got full control of me, don't even disagree It's not my fault that you're fucked in the head, B See that knife? Slit your wrists until you bleed Call up Jake and go drink and smoke some weed Obviously in your life that's the most important thing You know I try my best every single fucking day But no one ever really seems to appreciate They say to close my eyes at night and try to pray But I don't see a point cause it'll lead me astray I feel there's nothing that I should really change I do okay when people just leave and let me be If it wasn't for this music, I would've lost my way It's the only thing that makes me wanna stay, it just goes - Hook - On and on On and on On and on On and on
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- Intro - Ay turn the mic off I aint gonna talk for this intro I-is it off? yeah? aight cool hey did the Packers win last night? R-really? what was the score? 38-28? damn dude oh. *cough* ahem - Verse 1 - Fond du Lac, Wisconsin, tell me where the fuck you at This cities fucked up, everybody's fucking dealing crack Thugs walking down the street with a gat in their pants There's no where I'd rather be and you better believe that This is a shoutout to all my boys I hold true Jake, Juan, Sean, and even your brother too Even to the bullies just because I made it through Rapping to a beat by Rick just for all of you Every single day, you'll find me crusing in my city The roads jam packed, you know this place is always busy The winters always ice cold, it's always pretty chilly But once summer comes, everybody goes swimming Uh, I'm having fun with this beat Getting good vibes, ooo I'm feeling so sweet Blastin' this shit while I'm goin' down Main Street Aux cord in with this track on repeat Uh, everybody's so chill But all these girls should just stay on the pill Not many assholes, but some exist still Seems like every day there's a new kind of thrill Man, I don't know what the fuck to say Besides all the shit, this place is pretty great Seems like, every night, everybody's up late 920, Wisconsin, the best city in the best state - Bridge - Fond du Lac, where the fuck you at!? Fond du Lac, where the fuck you at!? Fond du Lac, where the fuck you at!? Fond du Lac, where the fuck you at!? - Verse 2 - Fond du Lac, Wisconsin, tell me where the fuck you at This cities fucked up, everybody's fucking dealing crack Thugs walking down the street with a gat in their pants There's no where I'd rather be and you better believe that Drive around town blastin' raps on my subs Call up my main man to grab a couple dubs Get so high my eyes be drippin' out blood "Yo, close the blinds, I can't look at the sun" Shit, life now is so fuckin' fun Got a great girl, good friends, and a job Done with roomates cause they're just fuckin' slobs I was the bitch of the house, always cleanin' up Well fuck, there's never much of anything to do You know I love my city but damn it's always blue Cops gettin' shot, gotta be around your crew You get killed if you spill a drink on a shoe It's kinda fucked up, ya just gotta pull through And if ya don't like it then we don't need you You can shut your mouth, yeah bitch eat glue 920, Wisconsin, yeah, were repping fond du... (lac) Fond du Lac, Wisconsin, tell me where the fuck you at This cities fucked up, everybody's fucking dealing crack Thugs walking down the street with a gat in their pants There's no where I'd rather be and you better believe that This is a shoutout to all my boys I hold true Jake, Juan, Sean, and even your brother too Even to the bullies just because I made it through Rapping to a beat by Rick just for all of you Shoutout to my brothas always holding me down I wouldn't be here without all of you around At this point, I probably would've drowned Ya'll the best people in this motherfucking town Fuck, I've ran out of things to say This is the place that I was born and raised Besides all the shit, this place is pretty great 920, Wisconsin, the best city in the best state
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- Verse 1 - Just vibe bruh that's the name of the song, I made it slow so you can all sing along Just vibe bruh that's the name of the song I made it slow, I made it slow so you can Vibe with me, just ride with me Hit mickeys get a couple juniors chicks for $5.50 Rolling through the city with people who fucking wit me And if I ever lose my mind I know they come and get me, That's the type of clique I surround myself with Wear my pants kinda low like my trousers don't fit And people go shit what a bunch of misfits Then I blown their fucking minds when I hit them with respect That's the type of life I wanna lead until I'm dead Getting drunk I'll admit my egos getting to my head But who doesn't though, who doesn't though Sometimes the nice guy role get uncomfortable - Hook - Hey, I'm a regular guy Up in my room writing tunes while I stare at the sky Day dream of doing shows for people here to Dubai Want to make a million records and sell it worldwide But, I'm a regular guy Up in my room writing tunes while I stare at the sky Day dream of doing shows for people here to Dubai Want to make a million records and sell it worldwide - Verse 2 - Just vibe bruh that's the name of the song, I made it slow so you can all sing along Just vibe bruh that's the name of the song I made it slow so you can all sing along So, Thanks for believing in me Mom said I'm like my dad she kinda see him in me Aunt told me I was Ill not just being friendly I hope Jake is staying up I really need him with me Cause he been feeling kind of down and now he need a pick me up I remember it the other way around when I was stuck He was there for me, and I'ma be there for him That's my fucking best friend - Hook - Hey, I'm a regular guy Up in my room writing tunes while I stare at the sky Day dream of doing shows for people here to Dubai Want to make a million records and sell it worldwide But, I'm a regular guy Up in my room writing tunes while I stare at the sky Day dream of doing shows for people here to Dubai Want to make a million records and sell it worldwide
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- Verse 1 - I never thought I'd meet a beautiful girl just like you I never thought I'd see a beautiful girl stay so true Thank you so much baby girl, you're my only one in this world Talk to me, can't you see that you're my pearl I just want you to know No matter what I'll be with you You were there through my highs and lows Can't say that about these other hoes Looking back, I can't believe how lucky that I am Cause when I said no, you said yes When shit began to hit the fan I was softer than the Michelin Man I didn't think that I had a chance But you opened your heart for my romance Now here we are with all these plans And I'm hopin' soon that they'll advance Just let me get back to a stance It'll get better like my flow in these letters If you get cold, you can wear my sweater I promise you it'll get better cause you're a - Hook - Mind reader, mind reader Mind reader, mind reader You're a mind reader, mind reader Mind reader, mind reader You know what to say, when I feel gray I'm in a debt that I can't repay Mind reader, mind reader You know what to do, when I feel blue You've made feel like I'm brand new Mind reader, mind reader - Verse 2 - I never thought I'd meet a beautiful girl that's so strong I never thought I'd see a beautiful girl with so much love Thank you so much baby girl, you're my only one in this world Talk to me, can't you see that you're my pearl I just want you to see Exactly how much you mean to me No one said that it'd be easy Never thought about leaving me And for that, I can't believe that I am so blessed Cause I've hurt you, went as far as threats I didn't know what to expect Instead, you just listened and let me vent I let it all get to my head About not having any money to spend I can't tell you how much it meant For you to be there as my only friend And to my boys: don't take offense Cause she was there for me when no one else was I swear to God all of this is just a mirage Just for you, girl, I wrote all of these bars - Hook - Mind reader, mind reader Mind reader, mind reader You're a mind reader, mind reader Mind reader, mind reader You know what to say, when I feel gray I'm in a debt that I can't repay Mind reader, mind reader You know what to do, when I feel blue You've made feel like I'm brand new Mind reader, mind reader - Verse 3 - People say that you've dragged me down If that was the case, would I be around? I know you'd be there today if I drowned Can't say that about these other clowns I'm truley sorry for all of my wrongs Each time it made our love more strong We both walked out alive of our storms The sunlight shined and the rain was gone Take my hand, walk these streets with me Soon me and you can live blissfully But first, let me go and make history All I wanna do is just go chase my dreams I got your brace and that's all I need Without you, this path seems so steep I need you next to me whenever I sleep Just so I can breathe and dream comfortably, peace
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- Verse 1 - Wake up at the crack of dawn like any other day Fuck that, back asleep, I don't wanna be awake There isn't anything that I really wanna do No motivation in a cold world, nobody to turn to In reality, who can I really even trust? I don't give a fuck about the world, I hope it combusts I contemplate death nowadays more and more I'm sick of this life, I ain't got shit to live for Don't even know what I say half of the time These are just thoughts from a corrupt mind I guess I'm doing fine, even though I'm behind Tryna get this money so I can start up the climb It's a cold world that we all live in Gotta calm the nerves so I light up a cig Just got outta jail, no ones asked how I been Fuck you all, I'm capturing this championship Bitch - Verse 2 - When I sit up on my throne, you fags will be back Doubted me before, you all said I couldn't rap But look at me now making a full-on mixtape Rappin' on the weekends, workin' on the weekdays Fuck my 9 to 5, this ain't how I picture life Livin' off checks, had to throw out my steak knife It's a cold world when you can't find a decent job College degree? Spend your whole life paying it off Fuck, every day I'm on the struggle Trying to hustle, trying to get on top of the world but its a struggle Whenever I'm on the top I stop, I hit Rock Bottom I choked, I keep going down this massive slope But who am I? Should I hide? Or should I cry? T think its time to say goodbye I'm just a young man that soon will fly I have big dreams and wishes I'm just reminiscing, somethin's missing - Outro - But what am I to do in a world so cold? When the Heavens open up, I pray they take my soul I'm so afraid of growing up and getting old What'll be left when I'm in my hole? What am I to do in a world so cold? When the Heavens open up, I pray they take my soul I'm so afraid of growing up and getting old What'll be left when I'm in my hole?
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Gotta let yourself go to see this grow Gotta let yourself go to see this grow Gotta let yourself go to see this grow Gotta let yourself go to see this grow - Verse 1 - When is it, times ticking When will he believe that his music will not make it But not ever always writing the most dope lyrics It's not image not for the back pocket Not yet it isn't Still broke, but smokes, he stays high The vibes they control the high We ride to fly but all night We just talk our minds Release some stress, tension, t's alright Just talk it out Don't hold that shit in Just breathe in more smoke And exhale the vibe Cause all night, we stay high Stay cozy my friends, it's alright - Hook - Gotta let yourself go to see this grow Gotta let yourself go to see this grow Gotta let yourself go to see this grow Gotta let yourself go to see this grow Don't hold that shit in Just breathe in more smoke And exhale the vibe Cause all night, we stay high Stay cozy my friends, it's alright Don't hold that shit in Just breathe in more smoke And exhale the vibe Cause all night, we stay high Stay cozy my friends, it's alright - Verse 2 - Where is it? My place, my chair The thing I'm building For when I'm up there Did i do good here? While walking upstairs Gotta let go of yourself Don't be scared It's time we all grow, and fight fear Maybe we are here; heaven on earth Where we fight fair Give a helping hand, to your brother Who's right there Don't hold that shit in Just breathe in more smoke And exhale the vibe Cause all night, we stay high Stay cozy my friends, it's alright - Hook - Gotta let yourself go to see this grow Gotta let yourself go to see this grow Gotta let yourself go to see this grow Gotta let yourself go to see this grow Don't hold that shit in Just breathe in more smoke And exhale the vibe Cause all night, we stay high Stay cozy my friends, it's alright Don't hold that shit in Just breathe in more smoke And exhale the vibe Cause all night, we stay high Stay cozy my friends, it's alright
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- Verse 1 - Hallucinating thoughts of calligraphic imagery I'm smokin' so much weed, my lungs are burning to the 3rd degree It's kinda crazy how I see this world for how it really is I don't think we were really meant to see it like this I'm not really here right now, but I'll be back soon Sit in front of the tube and turn on some cartoons Put the aux cord in and blast some new tunes Discovering new things, you can call me Daniel Boone The aliens have landed Trippin' on some acid My name is not Brandon My mind is so stranded You may think I'm weird but you will never understand it You dont know what it's like to live on a different planet You can see everything here so clear, take off your glasses I need to kick this bad habbit - Hook - I feel so good but can you take me home? Whoa If I could then I would've probably drove, Whoa I see things so differently, whoa I feel good... yeah I feel good I'm starting to feel as if I lost myself in limbo I'm all alone in this world, I think it's prety simple I go through every single day just tryna be civil I'm usually the guy who's always playing second fiddle But that's the reason why I get lost in my own head Cause in here I can't hear anything you've just said Instead, I pretend that you piece of shits are dead I just wanna be normal again - Verse 2 - Taking hits off of the bong, man I'm feelin' so free There's a bunch of butterflies flying all around me They're so colorful, marine, pink, and also green Who woulda thought you could feel this way off of a tree Erasing all my worries but I think I've hit a new low Exposing my mind brighter than when a beacon glows I'm incompetent to everything and I think it shows With everything around me, it's having me go... Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa I'm feelin' so free You will never understand it Calligraphic imagery Take off your glasses - Hook - I feel so good but can you take me home? Whoa If I could then I would've probably drove, Whoa I see things so differently, whoa I feel good... yeah I feel good I'm starting to feel as if I lost myself in limbo I'm all alone in this world, I think it's prety simple I go through every single day just tryna be civil I'm usually the guy who's always playing second fiddle But that's the reason why I get lost in my own head Cause in here I can't hear anything you've just said Instead, I pretend that you piece of shits are dead I just wanna be normal again
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- Hook - I suppose my life is comin' to an end Bout to die before I become tomorrow's trend Who's comin' to the funeral? I said "Who's comin' to the funeral?" - Verse 1 - Take another shot of jager, kill my liver even more It's my last night here so I'ma party harder than before I'm feelin' crazy so I might try to do some coke Let it ride, write my last lines, blowin' cig smoke Yo, my head is a mess but I try to do my best When life is goin' good it simply shoots me in the chest (bang) When I jump from this ledge, will anyone be there to catch me? I doubt they even take me seriously, so fuck it Where will I go? Heaven or Hell? I don't know I'm always higher than the Lord yet I still feel so low It's a weird type of feeling that I can't control I just hope before I decide, I hit the lotto The pavement below looks like a soft cloud to me I think I'll start the countdown from one to three I'm sorry to the people I love, but I hope you see That when my body hits the ground, I'll be free - Hook - I suppose my life is comin' to an end Bout to die before I become tomorrow's trend Who's comin' to the funeral? I said "Who's comin' to the funeral?" - Verse 2 - Step out of the casket look around and see my friends Ask em for forgiveness dear my lord i know I've sinned They like to play this game where they act like they can't hear me Today is not my day, I levitate onto the henny I just need escape swear I'd love a new beginning So I'm just gonna drink until there's no more fight left in me Yeah I'm just gonna drink until the light starts disappearing I swear that I can't think with all these voices in my ear Momma says she loves me while she cries a single tear Middle of hallucination I can't tell what's real I'm here scratching at my face I see the casket then my grave I need to find out something quick before the devil takes my brain I'm looking for the answer but I forget the question Everybody pray for me I swear I need the blessings I'd kill you with a gun but my tongue is my only weapon And I ain't had that bitch for weeks got it took for misbehavior - Hook - I suppose my life is comin' to an end Bout to die before I become tomorrow's trend Who's comin' to the funeral? I said "Who's comin' to the funeral?"
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- Intro - Pour, pour me, pour me Pour me another one - Verse 1 - I tend to blame people for all of my problems Trust me, it's not cause I'm not responsible My mind just changes like the leaves in autumn Believe me, I realize that I've hit rock bottom I'll take you back to August of 2013 Had a great job, life on track, released an EP Moved into my own crib when I was only 18 Quit smoking cigs, did no drugs, I was clean It felt amazing, being that fresh Crest, my life wasn't really that complex My friends and family, well they all had respect They were all so proud of me man, it was the best Now, I'm in a shithole of a situation Committed a crime, got 2 years of probation Sat in jail, lost my job, false accusations Went a week without eating, fucking starvation - Hook - If loving you is wrong I don't wanna be right If being right means being without you I'd rather live a wrong doing life - Verse 2 - Every relationship I've had went down the drain It's insane, I think it's just constant strain It's the reason that I had to wear a ball and chain Fuck that, no excuses anymore, not again I wouldn't say that I'm addicted to alcohol It's only my best friend when I got these problems I keep sipping till there's nothing left in the bottle I fucking hate it man, it just feels awful But if it erases the pain then who the fuck cares? I don't, so give me another fuckin' beer One, two, three, four, My cup is empty dude, so give me a little more I'm using this probation shit to help me out though Doin' what it takes to survive, going with the flow So look out bitches, I'm about to go beast mode Full speed ahead motherfuckers, I'm in the zone - Hook - If loving you is wrong I don't wanna be right If being right means being without you I'd rather live a wrong doing life - Outro - Pour, pour me, pour me Pour me another one
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- Verse 1 - Yo, often, I need a female perspective To help me through the journey I'm projectin To be on, you know that I will lean on you And it goes vice versa, right in circles, you got me too So if you got some problems, I'll try and have the answers And when I meet your parents I will try and look handsome Can't make no promises, it's Brandon till the death of me The debt you do ain't all that bad if it's next to me I mean that, this ain't Netflix and chill This is the part that I talk about what is really real And how you feel, don't you hold nothing back I want someone to want me for more than my raps - Bridge - But still I made this one for you, it's true People search for what we have, it's so far and few I don't care about the money, we can lay on the beach Still have a smile on my face if we slept in the streets (x2) - Verse 2 - Hey, why don't we dream a little bigger? Three story house and a ring for five fingers And I don't mean that to picture us materialistic But you should understand, I've always been the fucking misfit Always been the class clown but I'm too sensitive Tentative to make a move, the awkward rappers ended it But now I got some confidence, it's funny how that works out I ain't talkin' bar bells, the way that we would work out Like ha ha ha ha ha ha, he's a joker Sell your heart to poker, the words your mama told ya Sit back with me and smoke a couple Js to roachers Ain't no wronger cultures, but lately I've been hopeless So I'ma try and spit some real shit and cough my heart out My mind has been so far out, I don't know what these bars bout And now you messin' with my songs, my mind just brings you along I'm sleepin' in the gutter, but with you seems like nothing's wrong - Bridge - But still I made this one for you, it's true People search for what we have, it's so far and few I don't care about the money, we can lay on the beach Still have a smile on my face if we slept in the streets (x2) - Verse 3 - Oh, I know this time, this time They gonna hate me And I found over time, good time You ain't gonna break me Basically it's obvious to see You ain't made like me Hell no Been broke, left out on my own I've learned that the world's cold No, you wont get no love

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released April 19, 2016

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Brandon Newhouse's debut mixtape is available NOW for FREE download. "The Outlet" includes the tracks "Clap For Me", "Mind Reader", "Hunger For Love", and many more! Support Brandon by following him on social media at the links below!

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